Gate 1 — The Trickster’s Court
Timeframe: Early adult wanderings, Zen Center years, pre-Alaska restlessness
Archetype in Play: Trickster fused with Shadow
Life Events:
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Mischievous, questioning energy apparent since childhood — the “poke and stir” instinct.
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At the Zen Center, dubbed “The Disrupter” and eventually booted from Green Gulch Monastery.
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Labelled “incorrigible” by someone close, but internally you felt these rejections were survival moves, freeing you from becoming spiritually stagnant.
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Drifted toward unconventional paths: travel, art, seeking experience over security.
Psychic Function:
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The Trickster tested boundaries, forcing you to reject structures that would suffocate you.
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Outwardly chaos; inwardly, preservation of the authentic self.
Gate 2 — The Anima’s Threshold
Timeframe: Alaska years, Sand Point & the FV Iceland experience, post-Alaska reflection
Archetype in Play: Anima emerging from behind the Trickster
Life Events:
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The “miracle” of landing on the Iceland crew — an intervention beyond logic, as though the unconscious set the stage.
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The raw beauty of the Aleutian landscape and sea — evoking a deep, emotional, almost mystical response.
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Sketchbooks and journals became your vessel for recording the felt meaning beneath events.
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Encounters with nature, danger, and isolation began to reveal the anima’s presence — not just disruption, but connection, awe, and a sense of belonging to something vast.
Psychic Function:
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The anima reframed the Trickster’s disruption — you weren’t just escaping; you were being led to experiences that awakened creativity, vulnerability, and reverence.
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This stage seeded the deeper self-reflection and artistry that would follow you.
Gate 3 — The Sage’s Pavilion
Timeframe: Post-Alaska to now — Terengganu years, SRI LOVELY farm, memoir creation
Archetype in Play: Sage / Self integrating Trickster & Anima
Life Events:
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Years in Malaysia practicing solitude, organic farming, Zen-inspired living.
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Transformative mentorship under Captain Zakaria, friendship with Adi the forest dweller — learning to hold stillness without needing to disrupt.
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Writing, art, and teaching — sharing insights without forcing them on others.
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The Trickster remains (humor, irreverence, instinct to stir when needed), but now works with your values instead of against them.
Psychic Function:
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This is individuation in motion — accepting all the inner figures and allowing them to collaborate.
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You’re aware of your Trickster, respect the anima’s wisdom, and increasingly consult the Sage before acting.
Your Archetypal Timeline
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Trickster’s Court — rebellion as survival
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Anima’s Threshold — disruption turns to meaning
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Sage’s Pavilion — integration, playful wisdom


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