How 'Mush' more can be said?A

As though herding a cattle towards one safe direction,  home, as the evening falls, the herder walks around the periphery of the herd and shooed the staring ones that gets waylaid by the distractions of foliage along the route. Such is the mission of the Bodhisattva, if he so chooses to engage it as a vow towards the benefit of sentient beings in the six realms and the ten directions, past present and future; the path of servitude. To serve and deliver more and more souls towards salvation, or liberation or heaven, call it by what you may, it is embedded in every man's subconscious this fear of the after life, the unknown. So the mind creates every scenario possible in order to understand this phenomena of what is this Mind? This entity that sits in the head and going on and on abut anything and everything ceaselessly? Every nobl born has embarked upon seeking answers to this truth for themselves and some became great teachers of their lineage and thus wisdom is handed down through the ages to guide man on his way home. not to annihilation or total damnation, but towards the Light of Enlightenment and Absolute and perfect Liberation from this phenomenal realm of Maya.  

The journey had begun with a simple question even as a child, who am I or it has evolved to,What is I? or Who is I? I f you have found the answer to this simple question perhaps you have attained a higher state of consciousness and see and projects images of a higher degree of existential standards; higher consciousness? The mind manifest a more tranquil and more serene environmental stage for you to exist upon like a vacationland, where life is not so intense and high anxiety and over eating is the predominant cause of death. Our mental projections is limitless and the more we try to subdue the larger the expanse of the projections. The human mental capacity is beyond the scope our human understanding and science is beginning to merge with religion in the understanding that it is almost impossible to understand, the nature of mind and consciousness in the human species or the nature of reality itself for that matter. This is purely my own observation after having lived my life for the past a year short of seventy and still writing down these non-sense and trying to make sense out of them. What else more relevant to do in this life other than breathing, but to discover your true nature, it is of paramount importance that the very least for you to know know that you are not what/who you think you are. To discover this you too have to make your sacred journey and the first step is from the center of your heart; the Seat of your Soul. Too high and fantastical an idea or perception? Take the first step and find out.

The human mind is most prone to negative projections than the more peaceful and positive ones and if this is human nature than this has to be worked on for the benefit of the whole human race. By working on your own right understanding of the workings of your thoughts and consciousness, you become yet another projector of positive human consciousness and virtues into this realm of existence. In doing this you have taken your steps towards the servitude of humanity, it is a journey of purification of cleaning up of less burdened by negative and wrong projections on one's personal life. Yes I go around in a merry go round trying to justify myself and convince me of who I am, am I on the right track or am I juggling away at what is right or wrong, this is all part and parcel of what I call my mind. I keep on writing whatever comes to mind as a practice in futility, trying to catch a shadow in my hands, but it is still an ongoing journey that will perhaps only end when the Fat Lady sings the Blues, or I kick the bucket, the closure of my physical chapter and moving on to the next, whatever or wherever that may be, yet unknown.

It is threatening to rain outside,
black clouds, and high winds.
I am safe.