This is What I Imagined of myself to look like As I grow old.

 I started to listen to Neville Goddard Life changing videos on YouTube quite recently and am blown away with  what I am hearing. Most of what he is talking about hits home straight to my heart like He is addressing me personally, mano a mano or man to man. What a brilliant  and awakened mind who say it as it is without any hesitation, hitting the nail right on the head. I feel much weight being lifted from my shoulders, a baggage I have been carrying around out of ignorance towards the depth of my understanding of who I truly am; I am still thinking of myself small and insignificant while my intention is to become one with the Universe or absorbed back  into my Divine or Original Nature, to become One with God. I have always felt presumptuous to equate myself in any way with God however a part of me believe so, that I am my Father's prodigal son and I want to go home to be at His side. I have missed His Unconditional Love and yearn for His Grace and Infinite Mercy and Compassion. I am eternally grateful for all that I have received throughout this life, good or otherwise and I am thankful for being whole and complete in my physical form and mental state and enjoyed these gifts for the past 75 years and still kicking.

Woke up this morning and looked at myself. Just as I had imagined!

The comments I got from my Facebook post of this picture is hilarious!

Someone from Salt Lake City, Utah, thought I looked like a 'Sage.'\

Another from New Zealand called me Santa,

and the most hilarious one of all is one from an old friend who was in fact the first love of mt life. We stayed apart, my bad but its for the best...then who knows what can come out of this...She said I look like Jesus Christ! INDEED and Honor! Yes I accept that i do look like Jesus, or Joshua, or Isa ais. He was/is a great Man, A Prophet of The Lord. Yes! I am more than proud to accept the comment although I personally feel like I look more like Moses...then again, Beauty is to the eye of the beholder...they say. 

" You are God's Greatest Creation and in focusing on yourself, you are focusing on God and in this Divine focus all things are possible, all dreams are achievable, all desires are attainable. Remember this Truth, Live this Truth, Be this Truth. For in doing so you are fulfilling your highest purpose in contributing to the Evolution of all Consciousness." - Neville Goddard - Focus on You People come and go.

This wisdom is not meant for everyone and I believe one has almost to earn the rite to receive this teachings especially when it well presented on YouTube. The reason I say it is not meant for everyone is not because most will not understand but simply because it is a part of of my journey and my own projections that has manifested in the form of a great Mind presented in a collective effort through technology and mass media that spoke to me what I needed to hear. This is the nudge that is shifting my direction towards where i need to be headed. This is synchronicity in action where according to the law of abundance, where like attracts like, I am being exposed to this higher wisdom elevating my understanding of what my intentions are and where I am headed for.  In the meantime I am sitting here meditating and contemplating over what is goin on or what will happen in the course of my journey, like how far of how near am I from touching the foot stool of the All Mighty Lord of Creation. Perhaps as Neville would have it I am already standing and facing my Lord and not know it because I am still wearing my blinders, my veil of ignorance that is blocking the reality of what is before me with the illusions that I been creating all along in the effort or get to where i want to be. Herein is the catch where i am stuck in groove of ignorance and repeating myself over and over of how to get to where i want to be and yet not having a clue of where i want to be as my perceptions and understanding evolves and change and with every evolution and changes I am caught again and again by the fact that I am clinging on to what is holding me back for safety and comfort that I am accustomed to. In essence I fear of letting go in its absolute sense of letting go.

                                             I could have played Karl Marx or Victor Hugo

I imagine myself standing on the precipice of a mountain side and staring ahead into the abyss and below me is a deep gorge and I am lost from having drifted for so long aimlessly until I reached this edge where taking my next step will prove the end of it all; what next? Is there a next? I can turn around and make my way back from where i had come or take that leap of faith and face the consequences of my choice. The third choice is for me to simply make myself comfortable and sit at the edge and meditate  and contemplate upon what is before me and what I have left behind me. What lies before me, the abyss, is the unknown and the unexplored as opposed to what I had left behind is the challenge I am facing in order to continue my journey, for as long as I am breathing in and out, I am bound by the laws of action, of motion, of taking that next step. Do I step forward or do I retreat. Life i am finding more and more so is a matter of making choices, taking chances and discover what lies beyond; to take that 'One Step Beyond.' is the challenge, the gamble, the way towards my personal liberation from the bonds of what is familiar and safe, to taste what mysteries the unknown holds for me and am I able to cope with and hold on to the truth that will be exposed as I tread forward. Armed and protected by my understanding and consciousness do I have the confidence to step into the abyss before me with no doubt or fear but with total faith in the Grace of God within me: I walk henceforth with God beside me and the consciousness of being inside me. It is what i have been doing but not with full realization as I am still locked into not knowing who I truly am or accepting the fact that i am already there where I want to be.

                                       Now I know what I look and feel like with full Beard.

"The Power of your assumption, when persisted in, becomes your reality, this is Law, just as the seed contains within itself the full potential of the mature plant, your consciousness contains within itself the full potential of all you desire to be. Most people exist throughout their lives without realizing that their imagination is the substance of their reality, they see imagination as mere fantasy as something separate form what they call .'Reality...You never attract what you want. Your consciousness contains all that you desire to be,  you attract what you are and what you are is determined by the state you occupy in consciousness." - Neville Goddard.