Who or what is draining my energy?
Love is the highest vibration energy.
Affirmations only works when you feel the energy behind it.
The above question and statements were picked and written randomly as I was listening to a few podcast on You Tube that were spiritually related and they struck a chord in me especially the question. My energy I realize is being drained by too much thinking, too much pondering, analyzing, creating stories out of nothing. These habitual mental formations have drained my energy level especially when the thoughts are of negative nature like anger, envy, greed that often lead to depression eventually. I realize how drained I feel whenever i am hit by a truck while crossing the road with my phone stuck up my nose. I am drained of my energy after a long day of living in the past and digging the same old grounds looking for answers in the same old places with no progress or regress, caught stuck in a rut of existence playing my role as a Bodhisattva, a servant of the Lord as Slave to my Master, The Lord of Creation, Allah Aza Wa Jaala.you can call Him by whatever Name your faith and religion and culture have given you and if you are a True Believer; no doubts. This is meditation in Action, this is Karma playing itself out in the course of my life as The Cheeseburger Buddha! Ho! Ho! Ho! Merry Christmas
How do I regenerate my energy, how do I rebound? I simply sit! I sit and I breath for my life! In and Out, In and Out! If i stop breathing, game over! So I choose to sit and consciously breath in and out until I become unconscious of doing it; until breathing just happens, just as it is doing at this very moment that allows me to write and whoever to read. This is meditation in consciousness, of consciousness, by consciousness. You do not want to be stuck in this state of consciousness too long; you try not to be stuck in any one state of consciousness as much as you can. So sitting meditation or Zazen as I have come understand is the purest form of practice when it comes to 'Sitting'. the Art of sitting with one's mind. I sitting meditation find the equilibrium, the balance, the limitations and the strength that i posses and how much energy it would take and how to harness this energy for longevity of Body, and Mind in Harmony and in alignment with the Whole, the Universe. In sitting I surrender my consciousness itself into the unknown, into the Divine Consciousness or the Consciousness of the Divine in me. IN Sitting I Declare my Dharma Position! I am Who I am!
If I am beginning to sound like I am preaching or sounding like another a Guru or a Rishi, well its ok, why not? I have earned the rite of passage to be who I choose to be as this Blogging is my testimony and not that I need to justify myself to anyone dead or alive or need a written permission to be who I am, now siree Bob! I am an Independent Study Student, graduated with bachelor degree from the University of Wisconsin, Green Bay, Wisc. : I designed my own degree and graduated with a Cum Lauda. First time I am mentioning it in the Blog that i can remember of most probably did already a few times? Such Is! Yes I aspire to become a teacher like the Dalai Lama, Jedu Krishnamurti, Alan Watts and the rest of them. I aspire to be able to help mend a broken heart and heal a splintered soul and achieve level of integrity and pride in my action to help heal the Planet. I need to be fully healed before I can achieve these aspirations, I am ever in the process of healing myself, forgiving myself, planting my feet on the primordial ground of my own being; This!
Words as many would tell you is limited when it comes to sharing what is the intangible, the unknown, the effervescent, the altered dimensions and the levels of consciousness. But words are a necessity if we are to share, to communicate especially between you and your self. A wrong choice of words a poor choice of words can undo whatever that have been achieved in this process of living through healing. We are all sick! The Buddha declared this some 2600 years ago. Man suffer from the three illnesses of Greed, Hate and Ignorance. How we deal with it is entirely up to ourselves. Here is when the question of , What is the Purpose of living or of Life? comes into play. If by writing down my thoughts as I have been doing would help ease the pain or the burden of another fellow being, I would be grateful, my stories are meant to be shared like a story cause that is all it is; my story. It is through the use of words that i can share my feelings while sharing my thoughts on how I deal with them. My advice primarily is especially to Stop staring out the window and start staring within deeply.
And Morning has Broken! Have a safe flight home Bob.
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