And the Show Must go on...

So here we are back on the same old star writing th same old songs and with no end to to come, here I am back staring at my-self for where I have been and wherefore am I headed for.I am trying to find a ride to the USM to find out what the status is on my upcoming show but so far its noon and no such luck. Instead i am stuck waiting for my potential ride while she deals with her grand children in the bathroom. Well at least she made me two pices of Chapatis and i enjoyed them with marjerine and sprinkled with sugar. And what more the belated Nescafe-O just arrived and set beside me while I ramble on, should not be complaining actually.
All should be getting along fine with the show if everyone involved gets their job done and by right it should be a pleasent time for everyone at the openning as from what I gather there will be a Martial Arts demo presented by a group of Europeans who have been studying Silat over here. So far i cannot persuade anyone to officiate the oppening at least not anyone with any kind of political clout or with a row of status symbols following their name. Maybe just a waste of their time to spend the labor day weekend officiating an openning of a unknown artist however I have decided that if there is no show I will invite two children who appears at the show to do it for me, small matter really at least I do not have to spend time entertaining just one dignatory and can spread my time with as many in the crowd.

Children are our only hope to right the wrongs of our own creations, children are the future and wrong them and we doom ourselves as a specie on this lonely planet. For those of us who have had our share of the piece of the pie and enjoyed the benifits who having lived a good number of years on this planet have to think of giving back to it what it has given us. It through the children we have helped brought into this world that is our source of salvation, for most of us have screwed up and some real bad. We have to seize being just sperm donors to our children and take resposibility upon those we have brought in to this life. It is never to late to wake up and hug our children and tell them of our love and humanness, our strength and weaknesses, our success and failliures. We have to learn to stop telling them lies and putting stones and guns into the hands, we have to share our love of the world and all its travails, its beauty and degredations, we have to show them the ways and means to heal not to destroy, we have to learn of creative ways and means to make them feel that their prescence here on this planet is not by chance only but there is more to it than occupying the space and breathing the air.
In this rat race world we have all inherited from our fathers and mothers we have most of us lost our sense of bearing, our human perspective, our original motive and intentions. We are here for a very good reason knowing it or not we were created to be the gaurdian or Caliphs or this planet and we have been granted a Mind to do so by the AlMighty. For whatever our belief may be we as the human race have been granted with as unique a tool as can be created the HUMIND. Use it or abuse it as me may at the end of the day we still have to return to the source that has given us this advantage over all other creatures and santient beings to the point that we believe ourselves to be the masters of the Universe.
Today the planet is in dire need of saviors, she is in dire need of a human race that can love and respect her for all that she has offered and still has to offer, however, ad to say most of us are still fast asleep and living in our dreams forgetting the reality that this Lonely planet is confronted with. We are destrying her an inch at a time with our ambitions and our ignorance, we are taking from the life she has to offer and in return giving back miseries and decadence through our carelessness and empathy. We have become self serving and succumbed ourselves to our own greed, hate and delussions. We have taught our children to hate and to destroy, we have taught them to become inhuman and thoughtless towards eachother and the planet itself. All dreams having run its course in time will sooner or latter turn into nightmares and the time for nightmares is fast approach8ng for us in this generation as we see more and more violence and environmantal degredation manifest themselves all over our lonely planet. As we see our children loosing theselves to the ills of our own making in this rat race life we have to stop and wake up from our dreams we have to take control of our own destinies to turn the course of our history from one of self destruction into one of creative conservation before it is all gone.