Monday, June 05, 2006

Monday morning woke up yawning...

Monday- my off day! The shcool holidays brought many visitors to the Jerejak Resort and SPA some leaving at the end of the day all excited about returning soon while others swearing that they wasted their precious dollars. I am just glad to be away from having to put up a friendly smile despite all the gaggling and bickering from the Chinese, Malay and Indian guests.
My son is still dealing with his infected eyes while my daughter is feeling bored at home with no friends of her age to spend the time with. I am still trying to deal with their school fees issue with the Education Department while getting nowhere at it. Patience is a hard act to follow and has been with me a tall order to come to grip with. The Malaysian Government bureaucracy is an entity that one does not gripe about as it is mostly run by Malays and Malays are ver well known for their sensitivity, one simply do not criticize an agency unless one is out for blood. So it make take a very long time before I will beable resolve all the paperworks like geeting my children to become naturaliuzed Malasian citizens and I might not be able to get it done in this lifetime yet. In the meantime all I can do is to tell my children that they will have to bear with the inconveniences and not get into trouble whereby they may require to produce their indentification papers. Where will all these lead on to is just part of life that i have to accept while learning from all the errors that i have made that had left me with the predicament in the first place.

This is part and parcel while on the Journey to the Lord of Power, the nuts and bolts the grist for the mill of life as it is on this material plane. This is the load one has to carry while sleeping in ignorance, the nightmare one has to deal with having claimed to be human but lack the understanding of the functioning of the Humind, the Sin for having threaded the path that is deviated from the narrow path of 'Ehdinas siratol mustakin'. The Path towrds the Lord of Truth, the knowledge of who or what we really are, Beings created from the Essence of our Lord and Creator, the Light of TRruth. The Buddha has pointed us the Way and so has the Prophets, our forefathers had tried to leave us the warning signs and by examples shared their thoughts that we may not fall into the same man-hole that they had once fell into. We are too far asleep some of us and even drive while drunk at the wheels and often than not we end up into the ditch to be dragged out by others and set back on the path still oblivious to our weaknesses and unthankful for our saving graces.

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