Self flagellation in case you wonder.
Saturday, May 09, 2015
Inactive action - when not doing anything all is accomplished.
"There is no urge to do anything, how do i know that this is an expression of the natural state and not just plain laziness?...At the ground level of being, there is no such thing as laziness. That is a kind of thought. The vital force expresses at different speeds of dynamic-ness by itself.Let it be expressed. don't program you life so tightly and you will be more in the presence of that freedom than you imagine. You have to move inwardly deeper than the mind into that place I am talking about, the space of non-self"...Mooji
This is primarily where i am at presently as i find myself becoming more and more self accusing about whether i am justified in not making an effort to earn an honest living to support myself with my daily needs.if as is said above, "at the ground level of being there is not such thing as laziness, why the feeling of guilt? Yes it has also been told me that I am my worse critic, that i judge myself too heavily sometimes or that i come down hard on myself as my friends used to warn me. My high school math teacher a Mr. Andrew Heng once told me to 'chill and stop growing too old for my age, slow down he said and live life. It has always escaped me how i would lash my own back like with a switch like those monks and shiah Muslims committing self flagellation and i wonder if it will ever cease with old age. By now i aught to be able to say screw work and screw life if i refuse to play by the rules anymore.